Left one more week before I enlist...
Cannot say not nervous, but kinda looking forward to it...
Still considering whether should sign on or not, whether I wan to dance or not...
I dun feel like giving up what I like now, it's still too early to decide...
Some what uncertain about whats ahead for me in the academy...
But I guess I should take some time to get use to it 1st...
Decisions have to be made after the 2 months i think...
So for now, that's my grace...

Now I'm collating the list of who I can call while I'm inside...
Most probably I will only call my parents or msg them once every few days...
Maybe I can use the free and easy time to do some bedtime stretching...
2 years, countdown or count-up, decide!

And these 2 years for me wait or get over, decide too!

Bao Wen

Handling 2 blogs is =.= to the max...
I used to say that my blogspot was for happy posts and this here is for post which are not so happy...
Now it seems that I have combined both into that blog, LOL!

Well, I told someone truth a few days back...
Truthfully, what I said was real but it was real selfish too...
It all started with not wanting to  lose a friend, but I didn't see it coming this way either...
Hahaha, well I did only say i couldn't be your good friend, it doesn't mean that our fate has ended...
Maybe just that I needed more time for myself at this period of time, selfish huh....

Well, after everything's over, I'll ask you out again!
Maybe after my army, maybe after your further studies...
This post is just here to make sure that I dun lose this friend forever.
Thank you for all the happy memories! Hahahaha!!!! :-)

Bao Wen

I've set my path.
Gone through both ways and since we're both happier this way.
I'll do my best to stick to it.
I did something without much hesistation.
But it was not planned.
Please just stop people.
It's not helping.
I'm truthfully pissed and...
i will want to rant it out the next time it happens.

Some things are jsut miraculously there.
And I cannot make it go away this instant.
After what Jaei said, I wanna wish the best of luck to:
Mia Teck
Wei Jie
And those who are catergorized here.
If you know you can fight for it, go...

It's my 1st time.
But I hope it will be my last.
This is not a journey people will choose to take.
I wonder why i chose it.