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Everything started with a bad start...
A bad day which could have been good if everything was cool from the start...
Damn, I hate these days when everything comes together, catching me so off guard...
Everyone has found themselves, when will I find me....
FUCKED UP....
What else am I left with if not this...
FUCK...
Bao Wen
- Mood:
annoyed
How I wish I can just concentrate on dance...
I'm done with studies and everyday, just dance....
I need to really get some wall to bang, damit....
Bao Wen
- Mood: frustrated
I wanna get out soon.
Maybe, I might have to dig my way out.
Just like a dog.
A loyal but useless DOG.
Bao Wen
I'm having a whole lot of stuff in my head...
Stuff which I cant help but think about...
I noe people are there to push me...
But how do I be pushed when I dun even try?
Nice show, but bad me...
Like it really goes to show how much I'm trying...
Like not at all?
Let's wait and see...
Bao Wen
I've set my path.
Gone through both ways and since we're both happier this way.
I'll do my best to stick to it.
I did something without much hesistation.
But it was not planned.
Please just stop people.
It's not helping.
I'm truthfully pissed and...
i will want to rant it out the next time it happens.
Some things are jsut miraculously there.
And I cannot make it go away this instant.
After what Jaei said, I wanna wish the best of luck to:
Mia Teck
Wei Jie
And those who are catergorized here.
If you know you can fight for it, go...
It's my 1st time.
But I hope it will be my last.
This is not a journey people will choose to take.
I wonder why i chose it.
Bao Wen
- Mood:
blank
Haha...
Why the need to seperate 2 posts...
Cox nobody sees it here...
Was lazing on bed browsing through the historical msgs in my phone...
Only then did I found how happy I was...
Although it was kinda myself and stuff,
I was happy already!!! xD
People shouldn't be greedy in life...
The need to know how to accept what's yours...
And of course, what's not...
Only then will your life be filled with more happiness...
Also, I found a way to group Happy and Sad as 1...
Cox most of the time...
It just depends on how you think and what you think...
Which then results in Happy or Sad...
E.g. When you're down, Missing a bus is Sad...
When you're pretty much alright, Missing a bus is only something which happened...
People only complain and take it to heart when they FEEl that it's unfair to them...
But most of the time, it's not...
it's just life...
Learn to accept it and live with it... =D
Bao Wen
- Mood:awake
Abit of laughter here...
Abit there too...
Maybe then it'll be here in me...
Haha...
Downloading 5 games together...
I wanna fill time with dance and game..
I'll not be a gamer I noe...
But I'll not let myself be a loser...
I will still dance my best and train my best...
Haha...
Attachment sucks man...
I dun like the food there...
Seriously...
Haha...
Yea... Screw that...
Screw it big time...
Since it doesn't matter anymore...
Haha...
Bao Wen
*Laugh*
- Mood:
crazy
But this morning, I was having the worst day...
Of my LIFE...
Woke up with a bad headache,
Screwed up all my work, guess have to re-do them tomolo...
Kept thinking... Maybe i shouldn't have...
I know I'll be guilty to not have said them,
But now, it's worst...
Feeling like a jerk...
A total bastard who caused more...
I want to find somewhere quiet...
Somewhere i can dance...
Dance with a heart...
So many things I want to express now..
I cant do it in front of everyone...
Cox I know what might happen...
Truthfully,
I dunno why I'm still stuck here...
I need someone, something...
Be there for me, answer my calls...
Calls of depressions...
Lastly, I'm sorry...
Maybe it doesn't help you feel any better...
It doesn't help me in any way either...
But what else can I say?
Helpless, hopeless...
Both me...
Bao Wen
- Mood:
depressed
Maybe that's the reason for my...
I dunno, confused and disturbed mind...
It has been a tiring camp...
For me and for everyone else...
Thinking of tiring things in a tired state of mind...
It makes things worst...
I have always thought to be here when people needs help...
But I have not been doing it lately...
I've not been of much help...
Or should I say,
I'm not seen as someone able to help...
I'm...
Here...
Just here...
Is it really so hard?
This feeling is keeping my heart heavy...
Keeping it so heavy that it's slowly sinking...
I too wanna stone..
Gonna stone on my bed now...
Wait for the Funeral tonight...
- Mood: sad
Sometimes we think too much.
When there is a need for thoughts, it comes naturally.
But some people get tempted to think about stuff.
Stuff which may never happen to them.
Some people call these dreams,
Some call them future.
I prefer to call it, me.
When I think of a subject,
I tend to think alot into things like.
Who What Why and stuff.
Sometimes my thoughts include alot of things, alot of people.
But most of the time, it only includes...
A glance into how a wish came through.
I can sense and see it.
But I didn't get to keep it.
I was tempted.
The cycle goes on.
And I start thinking all over again.
But will the cycle continue.
Continue til it reaches ______________
I was posted the question of when.
My ans was when the time was ripe.
Actually,
The right time have passed.
And I...
These are thoughts.
Lingering in pieces.
To be exact,
They are MY thoughts.
Bao Wen
- Mood: disappointed
Bao Wen
- Mood:
content
手放开-李圣杰
我把自己关起来只留下一个阳台
每当天黑推开窗我对着夜幕发呆
看着往事一幕一幕
再次演出你我的爱
我把电视机打开听着别人的对白
也许那些故事可以给我一个交代
你要的爱我学不来
眼睁睁看情变坏人怔怔看情感概
不能给你未来我还你现在
安静结束也是另一种对待
当眼泪流下来 伤已超载
分开也是另一种明白
我给你最后的疼爱是手放开
不要一张双人床中间隔着一片海
感情的污点就留给时间慢慢漂白
把爱收进胸前左边口袋
最后的疼爱是手放开
不想用言语拉扯所以选择不责怪
感情就像候车月台有人走有人来
我的心是一个站牌 写着等待
最后的疼爱是手放开
我把收音机打开听着别人的失败
啃咽的声音仿佛诉说着相同悲哀
你的依赖还在胸怀
我无法轻易推开我无法随便走开
感情中专心的人容易被伤害
Bao Wen
- Mood: sad
- Music:手放开-李圣杰
Sry guys...
Missed the trip...
Needa save money arhz...
I NEED a PSP now...
Den get my mind off thinking...
Ps... =D
Bao Wen
- Mood: gloomy
- Music:陈汉伟 - 关怀方式
Actually, I'm can answer that right now...
I do feel ___ __...
But things work out alot better ths way doesn't it??
And I think it will get better... =D
BaoWen
- Mood: good
- Music:Studio Wu Mix 3
Saw it's effects and thought that...
Things can bloody hell remain the same...
As the difference now is just me...
I dun want to change my frenz nor those around me...
I think...
I noe...
Sry... =)
Bao Wen
- Music:Studio Wu Mix 3
Sometimes, I really want to be here...
But then again, what would happen if I let myself go?
Lose control over myself and just let it follow wherever my heart feels?
Curious huh?
Maybe it doesn't work this way...
I noe I could have done something that day...
Something small could have made things alot better...
But I didn't...
I knew and I didn't...
Curious, curious, curious...
Maybe, I cant think the same...
Cox I'm still the same old guy...
The same one who does not really noe wher lies the place...
The place called heaven...
Bao Wen
- Mood:
curious - Music:Olivia - Sometimes When We Touch
Now I've got 2 blogs!!!
I'm not gonna delete that one cox it'll be where u guys should read!
This is the place where I'll have loads of stuff u guys cant see...
So no point coming here ya??? =D
*~OgUs_aKa_BW~*
-peace-
- Location:Home
- Mood: sad
- Music:Emi Fujita - Lovin You
